Discovering God in a New Season: Learning, Trusting, and Growing
There’s something magical about entering a new season—one filled with mystery, lessons, and the undeniable presence of God. Lately, I’ve found myself in a season unlike any I’ve experienced before. It’s not what I expected, and honestly, it’s not what I thought I wanted. But as I sit here, reflecting on my journey and reading through Genesis with my new study Bible (which, by the way, is as beautiful on the outside as it is on the inside), I’ve realized that this season is God’s way of drawing me closer to Him.
Last year, I thought I was in my “waiting season.” You know the one—you’re patiently holding out for a breakthrough, praying for that one big thing, whether it’s love, a career move, or clarity. But looking back, I realize I wasn’t really waiting on God. I was stuck in my own idea of what “waiting” meant, expecting God to align with my plans. I was treating the Bible like a self-help book, searching for answers and rules to follow instead of seeking a relationship with Him.
This year feels different. It’s not about waiting or striving—it’s about knowing Him. Truly knowing Him.
A Journey Through Genesis
When I decided to read the Bible from front to back, starting with Genesis, I didn’t expect it to change my perspective so deeply. For the longest time, I was intimidated by Genesis. Maybe it was fear of the unknown or worry that I wouldn’t understand it. But as I’ve worked through these chapters, I’ve been amazed by the richness of God’s character.
Reading about Abraham, Isaac, Rebecca, and so many others, I’ve been reminded that God’s plans are far greater than our own. For example, when Abraham sent his servant to find a wife for Isaac, the entire process was guided by divine timing. Rebecca’s decision to trust and go was a testament to faith in the unknown—something I’ve struggled with myself. Her family’s words, “This is the Lord’s doing,” struck a chord in me. It’s a reminder that sometimes, we just have to trust God, even when the details are blurry.
Learning Who God Is
This season is all about getting to know God—not just as a creator or a rule-maker, but as a loving Father who knows me deeply. I’ve realized that I’ve spent so much time quoting scripture and claiming faith without truly understanding the God behind the words.
Through Genesis, I’ve seen His intention, His grace, and His unfathomable love. He’s not a distant figure who punishes out of anger; everything He does is with purpose. I’ve felt His presence more in the past few weeks than I have in years. Whether it’s during my morning prayers, in moments of anxiety, or while reading my Bible, I feel Him saying, “Come back to me, know me, trust me.”
Trusting the Unknown
What’s next for me? I don’t know, and that’s okay. This season isn’t about achieving a goal or ticking off a spiritual to-do list. It’s about leaning into Him, learning who He is, and trusting His will over my own.
If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that faith isn’t about using God to fix our lives or fulfill our desires. It’s about surrendering those desires to Him and trusting that His plan—no matter how uncertain or unexpected—is always better.
So here I am, learning to let go, to trust, and to embrace this season of knowing Him more. And I have to say, it’s the most fulfilling season I’ve ever been in.
